some explanation.

to see others in such a good way. in other word, to find someone who you like or to look at someone and be happy is something comes from you, not from the person/outside. of course there might be exceptions, like things that is too bad. but that would also be on you. what you think. not what he or she does.

so the key takeaways would be to focus on myself first to make sure I actually do the best thing that I could do. make sure the condition is good. or check how much faith is in today? how are you feeling about the day and where do you think everything is coming from?

after asking tons of questions that i might not been able to list here. then, go out and see what you are going to see. see any difference in what you already see. maybe you will find something different in what you see.