doctors, warden, rules.

to see a doctor isn't just to get a whole dose of medicine. it's more than that. human-human interaction is more complex than a human-machine interaction. if a doctor would treat a human like treating a machine then that damn doctor should not ever deserved to be one la. shtt.

i had assumed every doctor to be humanly enough. maybe i've met a fake doctor. a man putting on doctor costumes pretending to know everything. emotionless is the best thing about the doctor.

among other beautiful fact of the day is rules are sometimes shameful and ridiculous. for someone who cannot walk to get permission to go out of the college is not pretty reasonable isn't it. just go out la. to have to tuck-in and wear formally like you are working whereas you are studying is not a good idea. studying should be relaxing and fun. not with all the unnecessary stress. no point of childish controlling.

today was really a good day. i went to college wearing slippers and having my shirt hanging loosely outside my pant. i didn't go for recess enjoying anecdotes written by Adibah Amin and I went back with my math teacher sending me in front of my house.

man, i dreamed of talking to my bro. i missed him.
i could barely walk.