harapan sekelip mata

perasaan yang datang dari hati tidak dikawal sebenarnya. apa yang dilalui hidup selalu diharapkan sesuatu daripadanya. banyak perkara yang dilalui dalam hidup dan apabila diimbas kembali ada keinginan untuk apa-apa kejadian atau input daripadanya. kita mahu barangkali semuanya sempurna. tiada masalah. begitu sikap optimis yang ada baiknya.

namun, ada antara harapan-harapan itu, yang dirasakan boleh betul dicapai. a very achievable target. achievable sweet dream. the sweetness of it comes very much from inside and not much explicable. very much of seeing and listening that makes it.

also, when it's almost there and suddenly, the subject disappear leaving you clueless with just a little bit hope. got to survive with only the hope. also to do right with the hope. you just cannot do much of it actually. it comes and goes. you just wait basically

to miss is an option.to look forward is another one.