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Too many things on the plate is not good, it's not efficient to want to do everything. It's mostly because of fear of missing out and trend chasing. It's not really coming from within deep inside of what you really want to do, it's just the impostor syndrome thinking you are not good enough and there's something wrong with you and you need to fix it. It's not always real, it could be a perception. But it's not too say that I am completely comfortable with my life and everything is just perfect. There's a room for gratitude and living in the moment, thanking Allah for what it is and all his countless blessings. Still room to grow and need to strategize to maximize efficiency, finding barakah in my time and energy and focus. It's something I can't see except within my own limitation, so reaching out to more experienced person might be beneficial to shed some light.