found out that some of the people i have been seeing everyday is actually about the same age as me.
some are even younger
some of them are masters students
some of them have quran memorized so much
arabic was like their language
they probably grew up speaking arabic but
still
they learn arabic
have a very good recitation of quran
good communication
intellectual and have highly technical knowledge in whatever their engineering area is
not just a so-so

realized what have i done all this while
nothing really
maybe studying
and doing homework and stuff
in this quite a number of years
developing some traits?
rome wasn't built in one day?


key is to get started